hey guys
hows everyone been?
yeah im kinda drunk oh well
im leaving the village soon, not that anyone will notice
im going to rant since no ones going to see this anywya
never really sure what do in life. sometimes i think my friends are bad influences and and i want to go somerhwehre
where people arent but i get the feeling those kind of people are everywehre. i feel like im smart enough to do something great with my life but im surrounded by people who give up on everything and its depressing. if the best i ahve to look forward to is a job i hate and a wife that i slowly mentally abuse as our relationship grows sour, whats the point.
am i an asshole for saying i dont want to have kids ever? ive known this since i was litterally 8 fucking years old. its not that i dont like kids, i love kids, but i would hate having to deal with them every day.
i guess more than anything i just like to see things work, because things rarely ever work the way i want them to. im thinking imight have aut9ism or something.i dont know what do, its hard for me to just take repsponsiblity for everything.
srsly fuck you guys. the village went from being cool to being nothing.
good luck, and remember "alcohol is the cause, and solution, to all of life's problems - homer simpson
-kmd