Hello everybody, Its been such a long time. For the first time in awhile i feel like i need some human connection. I've never actually turned to a message board for this purpose before so forgive me if i'm the opposite of eloquent at the moment. For once this is me online, no internet persona, just me. I just wanted to say hello as the urge to post volumes of writing somewhere has struck me within the last few weeks.
As for what's going on in my life...
*sigh*
Alot. Seriously. Hahahaha, enough to make me wonder how i stay sane and optimistic. The day before my 19th birthday i had my first arrest. I drank a fourloko and went outside to make a phone call. Well it was cold as hell so i took a seat in my car. A cop with a vendetta against the friends house i was at was watching to house, so he decides to walk over to my car. 7 charges, one for physical control. Car was towed, i was cuffed and that was it. At least i thought it might be until two days later when they suspended my license as a pretrial precaution. I have no criminal record, no traffic record, i drove for a living, and my "continued driving is a threat to public safety." I filed for a motion for limited privileges, they haven't said a word and its been a month. I lost the job i have and now i work at McDonald's, currently i smell of french fries and my back hurts from walking home. So the money for the tow, filing fees, attorney's fees and the lack of a decent job has made me very very broke. Which i might ass is doing wonders for my weight and physique.
To top it off couldn't pay college bills in time so i cant attend school. Until that night i had a car, a good job, was in school and was about to move into a new apartment. Now i'm scraping wondering what the hell happened to my life. I was actually set to take the ASVAB the very next day, now i cant join because of an ongoing criminal case. Fuck fourloko, fuck court fees, fuck our legal system and the beurocracy it inspires.
On a brighter note i have a wonderful girlfriend who has helped me with more than i could have imagined. Also, i now know why i want to become an attorney. So forgive me for bitching and moaning and spilling this crap out onto all of you. Just needed a sounding board. I hope you guys enjoy poetry, quantum mechanics and philosophical wanderings, i have many of them. I'll be around here livening things up until someone tells me to get the hell out. So how are all of you? Ive kind of missed the feeling of talking to a wall.