things are really fucked up like supremely, not just a little but royally fucked up
i dont know what to do, there's doors closed on every side and each day its getting harder and harder to breath. i cried for the first time in about 3 years on friday
now its monday, i've made calls, no one along official lines can help me, I need more information, tried to get it from the usual government bodies and NGO's but no one seems to be willing to give it to me or to give me the correct information that i'm looking for so now i dont know what to do next. beauracracy has literally taken the power out of my hands and rendered me impotent without giving me a chance to give my side of the story.
fuck the world, i'm shit scared and apart from direct action against the people who have done this to me (which could turn nasty) I don't see any other way to resolve this. its fucked up but they've messed with the wrong person. One way or another i'm fucking sorting this shit out